Friday, May 24, 2013

Like the Plague...

I don't mean to avoid writing...

I've been in school for almost a full 365 days. I started taking classes last May in the summer semester and have just now completed the spring semester.

For a year I tried to keep up this blog. For a year I thought I could do it all: school, Mom, blog, house, and everything else that goes along with those, but it's become clear that I can't.

Now that I have time, there's this irrational fear of writing anything. I find good topics all the time. I have ideas constantly. But the moment I sit at my computer, it's 100% avoidance of anything real. I play FB games, watch episodes of Kitchen Nightmares and Grey's Anatomy.

I don't know what I'm afraid of or why I seem to have given up. I hope I can break through this weird self-imposed block soon.

In the meantime, thanks so much for sticking around. You're so sweet.

2 comments:

  1. Hey! Welcome back-ish. I totally feel you. I was writing religiously for a while (not about religion, mainly inane ramblings about my baby) and then poof, I just couldn't get myself up to write again. I hope you can get your "groove" back !!

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    1. Thanks, and same to you! I'm going to try to push myself. I have this awesome post just waiting to be written... :)

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