Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Single and Hating It

These last 9 months since my son was born have been so busy and have gone so by so fast that I didn't really have time to think about the fact that I'm not dating anyone. It hasn't even bothered me because I've been so busy with Ick and moving and getting a job... Now that things have settled down a little bit, it's hitting me every time I turn around. TV shows, movies, the people around me. Wherever I go I see couples and families... It's getting harder to deal with it. I'm so lonely and I just want someone to be there for me and to be close with. Some kind of companion would be perfect. I'd love someone to come over for dinner, to go out to the park with Ick and me... Someone to cook for, someone to cook for me, ha ha ha... I know it seems that my son would be reason enough to have motivation. But it's not. He doesn't notice when things are clean or not. It sounds weird but I want someone to impress... A reason to look nice. It's very sad and depressing and it's getting old already. I wish I could meet someone. It'd be nice for someone to compliment me and make me feel the way I want to feel. Instead of this blah that keeps overwhelming me.